Monday, November 30, 2009
danial says i still care about him since i posted about him from the previous post.
but boy, ure so wrong. i am so gonna pack up and move. grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
whisper from my subtle heart...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
i could die from eating non stop ever since i open my eyes this morning.
its not excuses but this is one of the reason why i don't like staying home whole day.
this is frustrating! really!
whisper from my subtle heart...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
this is gonna be the dead november for me this year. dead. i repeat. dead. two model store to attend. stock taking at three different outlet which means many days of waking up @ six in the morning. i barely had my beauty sleep these days. my eyebag make me look like one old woman who have just lost her husband or something. korean drama got me fucking addicted that i end up sleeping almost five in the morning and just couple of days ago i weight myself and lost eight kilograms . of course baby and i couldn't believe it. she herself lost alot and keep on saying that there must be something wrong with the machine but olin<3>
i been seeing around and wondering why is "i love you" these words are so cheap these days. i been asking myself, how the hell can these people say it out easily to someone they just got to know? can teach me how anot? and how am i supposed to react/reply when it was clearly said straight to my face? maaf kan sayer yer dan. but these people should not STMF so often. i feel sick sometimes.*gelengkepale*
lately i think i work to hard that sometimes i can even think of what i should do, should settle for at work the next day before closing my eyes to sleep. ahaha. the monsters are pressuring meeeeeee.Labels: and when i feel like talking non stop
whisper from my subtle heart...
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Being happy doesn't mean everythings perfect,
it means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections.
whisper from my subtle heart...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan ku akan selalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku merindukanmu
Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenangLabels: YES YOU
whisper from my subtle heart...
Monday, October 26, 2009
You probably know me for thousands of years already. But that doesn't mean that you understand me and that doesn't mean you know me that well. i might be the girl who loves attention. but that doesn't mean i give myself to people around anyhow.
whisper from my subtle heart...
Friday, October 23, 2009
See, the only outlet who gets the award for the 1st,2nd & 3rd in-charge. hehe. well, i think we deserve it after all the shits we been through. i gotta say there's thousands of people and of course i was shaking while walking on the stage to take the award but lucky i didn't tumble and fall sey cause the pumps that im wearing doesnt belong to me and it's big and i got no choice but to borrow ana. many pictures more to come but this is the only visual i could put up here and the only one that i got cause i sucks lah for not bringing my own camera. shitsss.
and so how do i look? like a clown or something? haha. tell me about it lah blue stockings with black long top plus with a belt. ahaha ey but among all the other companys i think our's got the best uniform lah sey. feeewit. and how the boys there gatal gatal here and there. but i think young boys are silly but adorable. :P
and i am very sad when people around me keep on saying that i look tired and dehydration and which kak hera quickly asked me to get some sweet drinks before i fainted when i feel so fine lah. i have been eating just fruits, juices and VEGETABLES. yes aku da pandai ehk nak makan sayur sayuran. just taugeh i don't know why i just can't put em into my mouth. ahha. weird.
and yes people, this is my fav for now. :P
Labels: nothing impossible.
whisper from my subtle heart...