BLOWING.OUT.MY.MIND
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
my body is aching all over and i seriously need a very good massage. today i went to the pharmacy and borong vitamin there. seriously i think berocca do help me . i mean i walked alot and alot of climbing too. we need a real man power as in a man in our shop to do those heavy duty. sometimes i feel like a man already with doing the climbing and carrying heavy cartoons here and there. even how small my sup is she managed to bring those big heavy cartoons alone without any help. suprisingly ah kan i don't know where she got that energy from. but seeing her locker with alot of diffrent bottles which i believe a suppliment or vitamins or whatever it is ah. esh. semangat. i think i cant be bothered with those pills. its really sick enough taking those pills from the doctor. burghh. today i kinda miss my gay boy. my manje gay boy. but someone just got to annoyed me with upteens of missed calls. *rolleyes* you see, i can't accept anyone who can't take me as i am and by saying my past sucks.hellllloooo! they're not sucks they're just bitter sweet story from my past. and u just know em abit lah seh. what if i tell you more? i think u be crazy like a mad dog. i'm not your's and i hate to be assume here and there . yes i love your insults i know it's crazy. but i hate the way you assume me anyhow u lioke. you say you want me. you say u want to be with me. but with the way you are i think you better off with someone that's wiser. that got the same standard as you. c'mon i am just a 22 year old woman who leads a simple life and am just a sales assistant. i don't deserve someone li ke you. like seriously. bluek. i don't know lah but i think it's too early and probably i can't accept any relationship this soon. but who knows. k i need to pack up my stuff . my flight will be in few hours time. like sheesh. this is so fast. k taking care ehk people. see you when i see you. muek2!
whisper from my subtle heart...
.CLOSE TO ME
.SHOUT IT OUT
.THE LADY
I was born to be stubborn
To be a little witchy.
I'm selfish, impatient & a little insecure.
I make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
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