dear diary, what should i do with this heartache of mine? i been dragging my heart around. thinking of the positive didn't work it out. can't help it but thinking of negative all these time. but feeling so much better after praying which i haven't been practising it for such a long time. i don't know what i should do. i'm scared. scared of being used. scared of losing the one i loved. scared of being one shiok sendiri woman. scared to be the one at the losing end. why have no one ever make me feel this way like he does? he's my perfection. my beautiful nightmares. we're not exactly friends i guess. but i'm very scared of the word complicated . haunting me with all the things thats gonna happen just got me being paranoid. with his presence everyday, just got me going great. you're wonderful aren't you?but it's sad when it left me alone here thinking all the possibilities and where do we stand and where do we go from here? tak rugi kan sabar? kalau kau seorang yang die perlu dalam hidop dier insyallah macam mane kau tak sepurna dier tetap pilih kau jadi teman hidop. well whatever mother says make me feel that i should remember who i am and never expect when you're giving. sedar sape diri kau tu yer raizah..........
ouh ya. the check up was not good. YET.
august please pass me by as fast as you can.
aku da tak boleh sabar. tak boleeeeeeeehhhh. :(Labels: siti don't be stupid. you gotta stay strong.
whisper from my subtle heart...
