Thursday, August 6, 2009
eh hi. i have neglect this diary of mine for such a long time isn't it? cause what else if it's not about work? yes aku dah mengalah ehk keje full since the last week . and because of work i gotta postponed those check ups again. kalau badan aku boleh bobal, da mintak ampun agaknye. umur baru je dua puluh dua bdn asek sek sakit. sometimes i'm so angry of myself you know. why can't i be strict enough and say no whenever i'm told to work full? esh. mcm no life lidat kan. i don't care next month imma request for alot of days off and leave and i need to claim my hours. bloody hell.
i need a good massage. my body is aching like everywhere!!!!
i feel so stresssssss up. and it feels like i should chopped my hair!!
i want anti-contact lens eyes pleaseeeee. huahuahuahuahua.
i want to be free from the doctors cannnnn lahhhhhhh. hoooooo i seriously can't wait for august to end and that's when i gonna stop thinking about all the negatives. if ajeeee sumer okay.
but!!!!! i am so happy lah today. so fucking happy. gembira sangat sangat tak terkate kate ehk.
kenape ehk??? kenape aku happy ehk?? ahhhhhhh cause bacs nars dats keds aks ah sis. aks gems naks mams ehk. aks pens pens kejs pons nams muks bacs aks so happs sehhhhhh.
k lah go figure put yourself. tak paham pi paham kan ehk.
akak nak tito. akak nak mimpi indah ehk.
assalamualaikommmmmmmm.
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To be a little witchy.
I'm selfish, impatient & a little insecure.
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