BLOWING.OUT.MY.MIND
Saturday, August 8, 2009
it's friday and guess what? i saw alot of couples okay. be it the cute ones the irritating ones the fugly ones. i see them like everywhere sia. till i get tired of looking at em ok i nearly jelings at every one of them i bumped into. ahah. yea yeaaaa they do nothing but i don't know why i'm kinda jealous ah sials. likeeee haiz. kenape ehk dekni ble dapat matahir aku tak boleh ehk. ahha. while i was walking with ming ming i point to one couple holding hands... "ming ming.. i want like that can..." while pouting. and she says "come lets hold hand like em". ahahaha. cute ehk ming ming aku.
and it's e 8th tomorrow and i should be excited actually but i don't know whyyyy i am not now anymore. the gurls are bringing their bf and i bring who? see tmr imma get jealous again. aahhhhh. yes yes i am soo jealous of my bitches okay. so jealous when they told me how busy they are with their bf. and which another of my gf is getting engaged this november. aakkkakk terperanjat lah kan yang penting. sometimes ah i wonder how come ah they lead their life so happily ever after. obviously lah im happy for em. i want like that also sia. can annnot.
kinda sensitive abit ehk today. nak jealous pon tak tentu pasal ehk aku. harap maklomlah akak ni kan lonely woman.paham paham je lah kan kalau kite post gini macam. andddd i think ahh ehk i thinkkk ahh im kinda sick and tired of being independent. tgk ah bingit tak tentu pasal. sensitive tak tentu pasal. now rase sad puak tak tentu pasal.
phewwwww. i hope tmr will be a good one for mee please. stop it with the jealous ah raizah. stop it.
whisper from my subtle heart...
.CLOSE TO ME
.SHOUT IT OUT
.THE LADY
I was born to be stubborn
To be a little witchy.
I'm selfish, impatient & a little insecure.
I make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
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