Thursday, September 10, 2009
Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel of the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
honored to love you
Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
You do it all the time
Blowing out my mind
You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel I'm alive
When everything else is a fake
Without a doubt you're by my side
Heaven has been way too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh love
I have come to understand the way it is
Its not a secret anymore
Cos we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark
Now I understand
i dun understand what's really going on. if life would stick with me this way, i couldn't ask for more but to be thankful cause i know some of them out there are going tro harder times. even how u left me hanging with thousands of questions. i don't mind standing here alone dragging my heart everywhre i go. i wish i could listen to your heart and understand you. and if only i could. cause you're just full of mystery and i wouldn't let either one of us getting hurt by not getting what we want. i don't know where we go wrong. i don't know what u really want in your life. i don't understand how u want it to be. i been sighing for thousands of time today and it's not like i'm used to this or already immune to everything that happened. i would say that being complicated sucks when ure communication means nothing with what your heart feels. i don't fall easily i don't changed my mind easily. but today, god is by myside and i will promise myself to never cry cause i know i keep repeating the same mistakes and never get sick or tired to learn a lesson. but i want to thank you for being here with me even for the shortest period. for being here and making me smile. ure my pillar of strength that keeps me going on everyday of mylife. the drug the painkiller that i need everyday. i miss that cheerful voice i miss how i smile everytime i see ur name pop out from my phone that got me excited. this might be to late but i been wanting to say this to you, all these while. and how you have never felt it or nvr wanting to hear it from me, i gotta say that. i love you.
raizah. tmr will be better okay.
whisper from my subtle heart...