and at this moment i don't even give a damn to anything of what people might be thinking or say. this is my space please do let me say out whatever i want okay? and how i miss this person so much. so bad.each of my everyday missing every bit of him. don't care what he have done don't care what he have said or think of me. i don't know why things are so hard on me. i'm sorry for putting so much hopes but somehow now i understand that it takes two hands to clap. i'm ashamed of myself for wanting the one that not wanting myself. it's okay if you don't care. but still, each of my everyday i have never fails to think of you. and the only think that keep me going is to think of our happy happy days and that has always put a smile on me.

imiss how you kold and shout "aniasahayyooo yo yo yo"
imiss how we chat everyday at night msn-ing and how u always promt me once i signed in and how i always smile from ear to ear.
imiss that ringtone beep whenever you kold/text me.
imiss seeing that smile of yours.
imiss you surprise me by dropping by my shop after your work.
imiss going karaok-ing with you.
imiss singing with you and by adding wrong lyrics to it and how you always marah and how i keep on following every song that you sang.
imiss how we challenge to grab the hand or legs and tickle and laugh and laugh and begging to stop tickling. heh
imiss cooking with you.
imiss how you always tease me and make me laugh like nobody bisness.
imiss that five "muek-muek"
imiss going to mustafa centre just you and me. :)
ahhh. can i just say that i miss the whole of you?
okay ni part aku mcm nak cry.

cin, you jage diri baek baek kay.