Thursday, October 8, 2009
and i'm out from the place that i would never want to be in again. one more surgery to go. and hopefuly this last one would be the last. cause i can't stand anymore pain. and whats more worrying about money. money can make me go crazy and how im worried till my head aches like hell. and how troublesome it is to keep on taking medicine every 6 hourly. so leceh nak mampos. tired of taking these medicine and when i skip em i'll be in pain so no choice but to keep on taking em. whats more when ill be busy working talking to customer and how it hurts like hell and taking like one idiot like dat. ahaha. so funny but what to do. i hope it wont be cancerous like what the doctor says. five percent of it, it is. scary isn't it? but so far so good. i can't be too confident cause Tuhan itu maha kaya. and he can change ur life in just split seconds . so now somehow somwhr ther i learned how frens come and go and how they stay by urside no matter what youre going tro. the good or the bad. and how you know who cares and who doesnt and how i do matter to em. bravo bravo people. heh.
thankies to my parents who been understanding of what im going tro now and also to my dearest sister syerah been waking up early for each sessions of my surgery and mingming for sacrificing her off days and skipping her class just to be there with me and also my baby tiara for being there sacrificing her beauty sleep after her shift . hehehe. and to e people who also never stop asking how am i doing. by asking is already a great tot of you people.akak tak lah sakit sangat kan. tapi thankies ehk. thankies tau.
i is a love you all. :)
whisper from my subtle heart...
